so........................ im not gunna lie i really dont know what to do about anything anymore. its all just so overwhelming! i cant wait till school is over! but then again at the same time this summer is going to be just as busy as the school year with my new job and everything else going on its just going to be crazy. why does everything have to be so complicated? and why do i feel like im making the wrong decisions? can i just please curl up in a ball and fall asleep forever!?!