if life only worked that way

most of you know about what happened this weekend but for thos who dont here it is. On friday josh and i broke up... yea it sucks but i guess "thats what we needed" as josh would say. yea in a way i feel the same but in a way i feel like he kind of let me down he always told me how we were going to go on trips this summer and we were going to have a blast together i wish that would happen. i was also looking forward to going to his prom which i would still go with him as friends but i really dont think he would go for that. sometimes i feel so sad about it but i just hope and pray that he will realize how much we need each other. because i know for sure i need him now more then ever. most of the time it doesnt even feel real like its all just a dream and i will wake up and everything will be fine... if life only worked that way.