STOP!

ok so this week has been ok but it just seems like no one wants to really listen to me or like talk to me. i have been going to people that i normaly wouldnt but i guess if people that matter to me most wont listen to me why wouldnt i go to other people you know what i mean though? people try to understand me but they dont talk to me so how would they really understand? i just dont understand that about people. there are things that i need and people dont understand that. i feel like i dont get the attention that i have been longing for (that may sound kinda bad but like i need things just like everyone else) i feel like im kind of scater brained on this blog sorry about that :). i just need a break from... well... life i guess