GRADUATION!

i am so so so not ready for graduation. like in a way i cant wait cuz i know that im going to start something new next year but at the same time im kind of scared of what is to come. as much as my mom and i have been preparing for the graduation party and everything i just dont feel like im ready for it like there is something that is missing and that im going to forget something very important like the pictures or something haha i wouldnt get that lucky hehe (: i just hope that it doesnt turn out like really bad or something goes wrong but i guess if it does we will make it through it and everything will be fine i just like to worry haha

summer!

this summer is going to be so super crazy i dont even want to think about it. i start my new job on the 18th and i really dont know what to expect. i only know like 2 people that will be working with me but i dont even think i will really be working with them anyways. its gunna really suck to wake up at 7 every morning except Saturdays and Sundays and i will still have to work at hy-vee cuz my dad thinks that i wont have any money for a car if i dont but whatev!

crazyness!!!

prom was last weekend and i didnt sleep at all! i actually didnt go to sleep until noon on Sunday carzy i know and im still trying to catch up on sleep and yesterday i had to take a road trip to Wayne at 10pm cuz my stupid brother locked his keys in the car and i was the only one that could take him his keys but it was ok i went with kyle and it was fun. i havent been able to get to sleep till like 2am or so every night and it kinda sucks but im just glad that i only actually have one more day of school left but the only thing is this weekend is gunna suck i have so much stuff i have to get done its gunna suck so much! i am not looking forward to Monday at all! this weekend is going to go way way way to fast and thats not good at all.